Friday, December 31, 2004

mum is funny

I'm thinking about getting a dog and was flipping through Flickr images to see what types of pups people had etc. I found this cute white dog:





By Flickr Member: anamaria.



Which gets me thinking that maybe a doggie like this one, similar to Biz's dog, Maggie, would be a good choice. So I bring my mum over, and she says:



"I love westies. They're my favorite. You could get a scottie and a westie. Then you'd be a scotch and whiskey couple!"



Hahahahah. My mom making jokes about drinking liquor!



From: Angelfire.com



tsunami pictures

Before, during and after...









Images from DigitalGlobe's QuickBird satellite of the coast of Sri Lanka at precisely the time the tidal wave hit the beaches. Apparently, it was pure coincidence.

via MetaFilter.



Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Tsunami

I've been in a slight state of shock w/r/t the Tsunami in SE Asia -- - We have family in Madras (that we think are OK, but haven't heard from) and I've been there on multiple occasions... so this is hitting closer to home for me than i expected. I feel both disengaged -- as if i am an observer -- but connected through past experience and family ties. Below are a few things i've been thinking about:



Images: Everything i've seen has just been crazy. Nature is one hell of a beast.



Communication: I remember the MONTHS of discussions Palo Alto had regarding the alert system for flooding after the small floods we expereinced in 1998. In comparison, many of the people in SE Asia had NO idea that a tsunami was coming. The lack of communication, of any type of warning, is truly alarming.



Blogging: I find that bloggers are my best source of images and on-the-ground analysis of what's happening.



Aid: The US is *stingy* -- the fact that president Bush has taken 3 days to respond is ridiculous. An initial $15 MM in Aid is so small -- given what we can provide as a country -- is just amazing to me. This is the time when we as a -- perhaps the -- world leader need to do the right thing. We should be giving hundreds of millions of dollars and flying our best people to these devasted areas immediately. We should help structure not only immediate relief but plans to rebuild these communities.



Amazon. They created a splash page to donate money to relief efforts. I just checked and they are almost at $1 MM. amazing.



Tuesday, December 28, 2004

shwinks

I had dinner tonight at La Bodeguita with my friends Alexia, Dulcy & Pat. It was such fun to hang with the girls. We talked about everything from laser hair removal (a must for modern women) to the perils of dating to good shoes and good wine. Nights like these -- deep conversation, laughter at every moment -- are just impossible to replicate and make me miss my friends so much. Friendship is so precious.



This trip has just been chock-full of warm fuzzies. Had a wonderful breakfast this morning with Amit -- we had a good conversation about how to create happiness. Saw JB this afternoon. Talked to Brooke last night and caught up with her and her new life as a mom. Tomorrow I'll get in some time with the boys -- lunch with nico and riyad, dinner with kyle...and then the week continues...



I really am so lucky.

Monday, December 27, 2004

15 is the new 20.

JB and i went to dinner tonight at Osteria. It was a good dinner, nice wine and hearty food -- which we needed to battle the cold, wet california weather. At the end of dinner, we got the bill and discussed the tip. JB decided that we should tip 15%. Lately, like many people, I've been tipping 20% on average.... but after some discussion, we agreed - that 5% hasn't brought an a notably improved level of service and with the price of food increasing, thus the bill increasing, thus the tip in actual $ increasing, there isn't a need to go to 20%. So there, we're decided, 15 is the new 20. I am sure I will be getting flames on this one, Jeeves.



Update: An article on holiday tipping. very useful.

lefties

hmmm.....

"While there is no suggestion that left-handed people are more violent than the right-handed, it looks as though they are more successfully violent. Perhaps that helps to explain the double meaning of the word "sinister"."



From an article in the Economist....

(thanks to Kottke for the tip.)

podcasting

i'm really liking Coverville. sometimes the commentary is a bit wearisome, but the music is fun and it is a nice variety to listen to at work. His voice his melodic enough that you can ignore it.

iPodderX rocks.





review: SF Ballet Nutcracker



Source: San Francisco Ballet, Nutcracker 2004



I saw the new nutcracker tonight (SF Ballet, War Memorial Opera House) after my friend, Minnie, said I "had to" go. She was right -- it was *AMAZING*. The SF Ballet completely redid the set, costumes and choreography and it was just magical. Typically my favorite dance is that of the Sugar Plum...with all of her wonderful dancing flower-like-ladies-in-waiting. But this time i found the duet of the Land of Snow to be pure magic. I kept wondering why they didn't slip on the snow-flakes -- they just seemed like hazards! The lighting made everything glow and the sets were subtle giving full attention to the beauty of the dance. The SF Ballet did a wonderful job of mixing in classic, balanchine-esque choreography (perhaps better said as just purely classical patterns) with vibrant, cirque-de-soleil type color and costumes. I just loved it! I think I had a smile on my face for most of the show. It was really a delight. I have to stop gushing!



Anyways, it could also be that the evening was framed by syncing up with two of my favorite couples. Before the show I stopped by Adam & Rox's for champagne and cheese/grapes. It was lovely to see them although it was much too brief (i think i had all of 33 minutes to spend - i really need to plan my time in CA better). After the show I synced up with my friends Oliver & Maya. We went out for post-ballet drinks. Oliver & Maya are my "new" friends from Seattle, but Maya grew up in SF so she's home for the Holiday. They also saw the Ballet (and loved it too). We marveled at how rainy SF is right now. It was pouring after the show -- and really in seattle you get more of a drizzle. It was nice to spend some quality time with M&O, and getting to see them in SF as well as Seattle was a nice treat.

Sunday, December 26, 2004

boxing day

I've actually had a mostly good christmas this year. I'm not a big fan of the holiday generally, so i have pretty low expectations -- I don't like all the gift giving (on demand) and I generally think two-days of pure parties and family time is just too much. But this year it's been wonderfully low-key and enjoyable (outside of a few rocky points). I think this has been in part due to my Mom's amazing cooking. She really outdid herself this year.



Christmas Eve dinner is always a curry with rice. It's always yummy - but this year she spiced it up. My sister made a delicious moroccon dish -- sort of like a chicken filo pie. The bottom layer was chicken with spinich, onions and egg? with a dash of cinnamon and then a layer of filo and then a top layer of almonds and honey and cinnamon, then more filo. It was really tasty. A great combo of sweet and savory. My mom cooked a butter-chicken curry (which actually doesn't have any butter, it's a creamy tomoto-based curry) and then instead of rice she cooked a cous cous with winter vegetables. It was delicious.



THEN! for christmas brunch she made the most amazing crab cakes I have ever had. They were slightly spicy, totally savory and just amazing. She served the crab cakes with an egg dish (also mouth-watering), lean bacon (who doesn't love bacon?) and then a cinnamon twist bread. I don't think i've had food that amazing back-to-back in a while. I think she's definitely raised the bar for our New Year's Day crab curry -- which I'm going to be making...



Friday, December 24, 2004

no meth for me...

did you know there are limits on how much cold/allergy medication you can buy at once? I had no idea. i have a little bit of a cold or maybe allergies....so tonight after the christmas eve festivities, i went to walgreens in search of cold medication (NyQuil) and a sweater de-piller. I didn't find a de-piller :( but i did find good meds. When i went to buy these three items: NyQuil, DayQuil and Sudafed I was told that I had exceeded my purchase limit of cold/allergy medications and that I would need to be rung up seperately if i wanted to buy all these meds at once. Which was fine for me, but seemed like a common practice for the clerk and a clear disobedience of the intention of the law...



Monday, December 20, 2004

home sweet home





I closed on my new house today! yeah!!!! OMG - it's mine! all mine...oooooh my.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

ER update

interesting: I just got a phone call from the Swedish Hospital. It turns out that one of the people who "worked" on me while I was there has been identified as having an early stage of shingles. ICK.

Luckily, it looks like my exposure is irrelevant -- as I have had Chicken Pox which makes me immune to shingles. PHEW.



on other news: my toe is fine. I just can't wear sexy 4 inch heels right now.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

ER ramblings





I spent part of the morning today in the ER. I sliced my toe on a piece of martini-glass last night during pre-party preparations. oh my. this morning i went to the ER to have the slice checked out because it was still bleeding every now and then and that seemed to be inconvenient given that although i love to wear flip-flops, i also really need to be able to wear shoes.



spending a slightly-hungover morning in the ER is just as fun as it sounds (i.e. not very). I learned a few valuable things from the experience:



- when you can drive yourself to the ER, take the time to stop at starbucks for a coffee and pick up the newspaper or bring some magazines. The ER does not offer magazines or drinks. I actually ventured out to get something to read and sadly ended up with USA today. They don't even publish on the weekends -- instead they offer a Fri-Sat-Sun edition. I kid not. I recommend also packing your ipod.



- ER = waiting, unless you are visibly bleeding. If you've got anything that's semi-serious (which i didn't) it's probably better to call for an ambulance. When you arrive in an ambulance -- no matter your state -- you get taken to the front of the line. Obviously, my condition was not ambulance worthy, but had it been slightly more serious (i.e. if i had wanted to go to the ER last night when my toe was bleeding profusely) it would have been most efficient to pay the $50 ambulance transport fee and be first in line.



- You can't get stitches on wounds that are over 4 hours old. This was my case. If they stitch you up after that time period it is likely that they will trap bacteria and that's bad. Instead of actual stitches I got a "butterfly" (i.e. topical) stitch -- basically they *glued* on sterile strips to keep my wound closed. I'll add that my wound was considered (by both myself and the medical staff) to be superficial.



- be nice to the staff and espy. your nurse. Your entry into the ER room (as opposed to the waiting room) is dependent on order and severity of injury. However, once you get into the ER (i.e. you're assigned a "bed") they have some flexibility as to when they will see you. I had brunch scheduled at 2:30 so I kinda wanted to keep to my schedule. At one point I asked my nurse if I should reschedule my appt. and (because he liked me) he was able to get the doctor over as an "inbetween." This meant i was able to leave quicker than expected AND i made brunch. Yeah!



chocolate factory



Source: Warner Bros.



interesting: Yahoo! has an exclusive on the preview for Tim Burton's remake of Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory. Burton is calling his version Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Johnny Depp stars as Willie Wonka (in the preview he's appropriately creepy)...hmmm....

it's a good party when...

* your're martini bar includes: chocotini mintini o'cosmo ... & all the classics

* cupcakes are served

* salmon toasties are delivered at 2 am

* the DJ get's multiple requests for copies of his sets

* your sister takes over bartending responsibilities with an inventive spirit



i had my first party in seattle tonight. the last guests just left and i've still got that slight bit of post-party energy... not quite enough to do all the cleaning up...but enough to post the drink list from the bar:



MARTINI BAR




Choco-Tini

Ice

2 fluid ounces chocolate liqueur

1 1/2 fluid ounces vodka

1/2 ounce grated chocolate – garnish



Peach-Pom-Tini

2 oz vodka

1 1/2 oz Peach schnapps

pomegranate garnish



Crime Scene Cosmo

2 oz. Vodka

1 oz. Cointreau Liqueur (or Triple Sec)

Splash of Fresh Lime Juice

1 oz. white Cranberry Juice



Cosmopolitan

1 1/4 ounces Absolut Citron vodka (about 2 1/2 tablespoons)

1/4 ounce Rose's lime juice (about 3/4 tablespoon)

1/4 ounce triple sec or Cointreau (about 3/4 tablespoon)

1/4 cup cranberry juice

1 cup ice cubes

Garnish: lime twist



The Perfect Manhattan

1/3 dry vermouth

1/3 sweet vermouth

1/3 whiskey



Vodka Martini

1 1/2 oz vodka

dash dry vermouth

stuffed olive



Standard Gin Martini

6 ounces of freezing Bombay Sapphire

5 drops of dry vermouth.

2 small twists of lemon rind.

2 Picholine olives.



Mint-tini

1 oz Dry Gin

1 1/2 oz Peppermint Schnapps

1/2 oz Water

Garnish: Peppermint Candy



Long Kiss Goodnight Martini ...

1/2 oz Stoli Vanil Vodka

1 oz Stolichnaya Vodka

1/2 oz Bols White Creme de Cacao

shaved white Chocolate

Ice



House Specialty: O'Cosmo

Absolut Mandarin

Triple Sec

Cranberry Juice

Lime Twist



Tuesday, December 7, 2004

baby, it's cold outside...

it's really cold in seattle. in fact, it is snowing at low altitudes. i know this because the "pass" is closed, which according to seattlites means it is officially winter. I have no idea what "the pass" is... but it definitely feels like winter.



i tried to complain about how cold it is out here to my friends in CA, but it didn't work. Apparently it hit 30 degrees today in the bay area. Since no one out there actually owns a sweater or warm socks, my bet is that they are, perhaps, even colder than i was (was: i am now inside and the heat in my corporate-subsidized apartment is at a number too high for print. let it just be said that i am now *toasty* and i'm wearing flip-flops....)



because i was cold, i ate soup for dinner. not just any soup, but my favorite tomato soup:







yumm... it is cream of tomato, but there's really not a lot of cream. It's 100 calories per serving and has a nice, fresh tomato-y taste. I get mine at Whole Foods.



Monday, December 6, 2004

mele kalikimaka

i don't really know how exactly it happened, but i am addicted to holiday music and having holiday spirit this year. I've downloaded a ton of cheerfulness.

really.

it has got to stop....

to counterbalance all this glee and delight, i've put together a little mix: holidays on ice (rocks, not blended)...



NOTE: I intend to publish the list here, but i just got tired...so instead - check out the slightly altered iMix i made on itunes:



holidays on ice (rocks, not blended)... iMIX

if that doesn't work try this link:

http://phobos.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewPublishedPlaylist?id=170352











Saturday, December 4, 2004

my eyeball

i debated not posting these pictures to my blog, since well, they could be perceived as being a bit graphic / gross. but well, i just think they are so interesting!



scoop: i went to get my vision checked at the bellevue vision clinic (thanks vladka for the tip). It looks like i'm becoming near-sighted from all my time on the computer. yikes! My doc has prescribed reading glasses so that we can maybe correct it....we'll see. (bad pun... i know).



anyways, what impressed me most was the technology! all the tests they did were automated and produced really accurate results -- and there was so much data! One of the cooler things was that they actually took a picture of my retina -- thus the creepy picture below. I recommend clicking on the picture and seeing it on Flickr -- as i've posted notes on the picture to highlight some of the cool details.



retinal photo 2

Thursday, December 2, 2004

"now playing" in iChat

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One of my favorite Yahoo Messenger features is that you can choose to show what music you are listening to on Launch...well, today i found a plug-in that does the same thing for iChat! "now playing" in iChat runs a script over iTunes so that your status message in iChat is the song you are listening too.. LOVE love LOVE it!



You can download it here from Doug's Apple Scripts for iTunes.

taking space

ok, i just set up my "space" on MSN's new product: MSN Spaces. It's actually pretty cool. The slide-show is just awesome, and i liked how easy it was to move the modules and things...check it out:



http://spaces.msn.com/members/natala

another reason not to move to provo...



Source: Children's Art Prints



I heard this bit on NPR yesterday about a woman in Provo, UT who tried to adopt a kitten for her children but was denied because she already owned two cats. Yes, i'm serious. Turns out there's a law in Provo that limits each household to two pets. Although the law is slightly unclear, it says you can have two dogs or two cats...and it is generally extrapolated to say that you could have a cat and a dog...but you definitley cannot have two cats and a dog. That would make you a law-breaker. Yep. It brings up some interesting ideas -- how many pets should a household have? What if you have fish? Are they counted in your pet count? What about chickens? Do you need to get a farm license? These are seriously the things that the people of Provo are going to have to figure out...



Link.

Monday, November 29, 2004

Winter


Winter
Originally uploaded by Semisonic010.

it's cold in seattle now. mike took this pic this morning (i think) and it captures my impressions of the AM frozen grass shock well.

yeah, i do miss California...





on another note, my coworker gave me a mini-lesson on japanese today. All their sounds are composed of consonant-vowel combos -- ki, ka. mi, ma, na, yo etc. etc,. i think this may be why all their words sounds so damn cute! moshi moshi!

Saturday, November 27, 2004

hotel california





i picked up the lovely painting above from my friend seth today. He's a fabulous artist, and I'm psyched to have one of his paintings to hang in my home.



however, right now, I am beginning to feel sore from walking all over downtown SF today... yep. my legs are tired and i need to pack...so you know, now's the best time to BFD --> blog for distraction.



on that note: i heard a wonderful piece on NPR this morning -- Sarah Vowell read one of her stories on Thanksgiving on This American Life. It was ab-fab.

Monday, November 22, 2004

yes, it is november





which means 4 months till the madness!



go wildcats!

puppy love2





I'm back in California for Thanksgiving. It's been great thus far -- but the best part has truly been hanging out with my doggie. He's missed me as much as I've missed him!

christo "gates"



Source: NYT



I have always wanted to see a christo exhibit live, and this one looks like it will be spectacular. hmm... a trip to NYC in Feb...sounds cold, but maybe...

Read the NYT article here.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

ferret freedom

I just went to PetCo with my pup to get him a new leash. I've been wanting to get one of those zoomy leashes so he can run ahead without pulling my arm out of the socket. It seemed like a good thing, but I had no idea that the leash i wanted was so dangerous! According to the multiple pages of safety documentation that came with it I am now running the risk of finger amputation, arm/leg burns or cuts and i'm generally on the edge of potential hazard...



anyways, the thing that caught my eye while leaving petco was the prominently displayed ferret magazine:







aside from the obvious humour of a ferret in a cornacopia basket, the headline: Annual Holiday Gift Guide captured my attention. Ferrets are illegal in California, so the idea of shopping guide for an illegal pet really caught me as funny.







The article piqued my curiousity, so i decided to check out the current state of affairs in ferret-land. I turned to the Californians for Ferret Freedom website... er that's Ferret "legalization" not Freedom... but anyways, it turns out that there's been quite a bit of activity on the ferret front! Recently, DaGovernator vetoed a Ferret Freedom bill: "I am returning Senate Bill 89 without my signature. I love ferrets. I costarred with a ferret in Kindergarten Cop. However, this bill is far too bureaucratic and it legalizes ferrets prior to conducting an environmental impact report (EIR)...(full text here)"



I love that Arnold mentioned his costar in his decision to reject SB 89. Anyways, looks like there is more to be done on the Ferret Freedom Front. Here are some additional resources, should you decide to become an impassioned ferret supporter (or if you secretly own a ferret and are looking for resources):



Californian's for Ferret Legalization


Free CA Ferrests!

Ferrets Annonymous

Modern Ferret Magazine

Ferret Magazine (clearly less modern than the one above, but published the shopping guide).

Saturday, November 20, 2004

go bears!



Source: SF Gate



it is *always* a good day when the bears win Big Game. And yes, that's three in a row...

Thursday, November 18, 2004

and i thought i received a lot of e-mail...

According to an article on CNN.com, BillG receives over 4 MILLION e-mails a day. much of it spam! yikes.

Here's a link to the article.



Upate: In the article, SteveB says that MSFT has a "department" working on BillG's e-mail. I think that's a mistake, i really think he meant that MSFT has a department working on *spam* ...

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

blogs are becoming sooooo mainstream....



Credit: http://dedicated.amymargaret.com/



Even the west wing gets it:

i'm watching a new episode right now and Josh Lyman (aka Bradley Whittford) is being plagued by a "blogger." The Blogger posts about Lyman running an SUV into another car while he was car shopping....and choosing a non-environmental choice. It's a funny scenario. But what is more interesting is that The West Wing does a good job of showing the speed of the internet -- and the raw nature of blogging (they can't negotiate with the blogger and her push-button publishing allows her to post her "scoop" immediately and without editorial review). Within seconds the blogger posts, people read and the story spreads like wild fire. It's all very exciting.



Update: Yes, I do think Bradley Whittford is hot.

Sunday, November 7, 2004

sparkle motion



Source: Sparkle Motion



on sat night i went to see maya's friend's perform their 80's tribute as part of the chaos cabaret. The sparkle team was great -- i even got sparkled!



overall the entire show, was uhm, interesting...but the company was excellent and good times were had by all. There were a few worthy highlights:



- Toshiro Hirano, the japanese (native) country-singer / yodler. You can here him singing "T is for Texas" here or "waiting for a train" here. it's really remarkable.

- the Pogo Stripper --- imagine a hot guy stripping while jumping on a pogo stick. really, it is quite appealing...

Friday, November 5, 2004

allerca



Source: Actsweb



wow. this is both creepy and "i gotta have one" cool at the same time. Allerca has developed a "hypo-allergenic" cat. yup. you can pre-order one (they predict availablity in 2007) for a mere $3,500. i wonder what type of personality these cat's will have...they could be all sweet and docile or they could be jeckyll and hyde...of course, that wouldn't really be any different then a normal cat...



(thanks to Sonia Says for the tip.)

Thursday, November 4, 2004

thursday rituals....

today is a day of rituals. My morning began with a wonderful workout at the proclub, in their theatre room. This room is kept dark and i swear at 7am when you are just waking it is the perfect way to workout in a semi-sleepy state and transition to the beginning of the day. After my workout I spent 15 minutes in the steam room -- it's important to open and cleanse those pores! Then a brief spin in the hot-tub before getting ready for work. Meanwhile, my car was getting detailed by their onsite car wash. It was fabulous!



Work has been fun, I spent part of the day in a product development training. We had a competition, and my team's product was really spot-on *and* cool. I swear, putting a little thought into what the product looks like makes a ton of difference.



Tonight I have my precious thurs. eve ritual - the apprentice with the music team. Although today will be even more special as we'll also be watching the season premier of the O.C. woohoo. my pop-culture needs will be fully sated by the time i head to bed.



I think creating rituals when you move to a new place are essential. my thursdays have definitely become my "core" day to refocus, reboot and re-energize.



on another note, i think this picture is cool:





Photo Credit: Seth Coe-Sullivan, 1st place winner

Nikon International Small World Competition



The picture is of: Quantum dot nanocrystals deposited on a silicon substrate (200x)Polarized reflected light...

Monday, November 1, 2004

vote early and often.





Please vote.



Update: UGH. I just took the elevator home to my apartment and overheard a trio discussing the election. They were saying how it didn't matter who you voted for OR who won. Their quote? "Herman Muenster could win and it wouldn't matter. We won't have peace."



Ok, I will give them that -- we will probably not have peace in the near future, if ever. Things in Israel are off-the-hook bad...the situation in Iraq is messy, at best, and the world's greatest terrorist, Osama Bin Laden, is still on the run...but this election is important. and WHO you vote for is important. Why? Healthcare. Jobs. Foreign Policy. and...Supreme court seats. With a republican congress (which is the way things are looking), and Bush's "screening" of elligible candidates, I am seriously concerend about the type of individual that he would place on the court. Given that this is a *lifetime* appointment, risking a bad placement isn't an option.



So, let me amend my statement: Vote. Vote Kerry.



I may not be the most enthusiastic Kerry supporter, but i do think a vote for John Kerry is the right thing to do.



Also, Check out these viewpoints on voting: chester nikhil

breakfast for dulcy

i've promised all my guests a spa-like stay and a delicious, home cooked breakfast. below are the pics from my first breakfast - yummmmmy!



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Pictures from preparing the food:



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Thursday, October 28, 2004

ocean beach circa 99

annamae.me.99.BW



i love this picture of anna mae and me...reminds me of sweet times and good friendship. awwww.

Monday, October 25, 2004

angels do exist

over the weekend my cable tv died. then yesterday, my cable dsl died. i was sad. i e-mailed corp housing to have them repair these items (and also to ask for a dvd player and a bookshelf) and they ordered the services, which would arrive *sometime* this week.



well, just now i went to get the elevator and ran into the cable guy! he was accidentally on my floor (he'd actually been trying to get out on the 6th floor but had gotten out on my floor (the 11th). he has just spent the last hour fixing my cable and dsl! woohoo!

Saturday, October 23, 2004

karaoke...

Ain't it funny how a melody can bring back a memory

Take you to another place in time

Completely change your state of mind

It can make a right from a wrong, it can make you fall in love

It can get you singin' along

-- Clint Black





last night i went out for karaoke. even though i don't sing, this is one of my all-time favorite things to do. last night was no exception. my favorite "performer" of the evening had to be this very rugged looking guy who sang dean martin's "that's amore." it was just awesome.



on another note....





Photo Credit: Universal Records via MTV.



i'm going to have to admit that i like the incredibly teeny-boppy video and song from the 13-year old JoJo, "baby it's you." Not only does the song feature lil bow wow, it promo's the sidekick as the hip phone to have...and it is just damn catchy.



Friday, October 22, 2004

seattle is fun

ok, so i've been here (in seattle) now for a few weeks (minus my 10 day vacation back to california) and it has honestly been an adjustment. not only is my job completely different, but i really don't know that many people out here. tonight, however, was fun! went over to a new friend's house to watch the apprentice -- always a good show and i can understand why my sister and dad are addicted... and then afterwards we went out for drinks. At drinks i met a bunch of people who actually work down the hall from me...but had never met...we discussed our love of the ipod and technology over rum and cokes and a myriad of other fun beverages (or as laura says, bevvies)... it was good times. maybe i will not survive this move, maybe instead of surviving i will do as thomas friedman says, and thrive...

Sunday, October 17, 2004

chase family celebrates...



Photo Credit: Scott or Jared? The Chase Family.



i spent the weekend in santa barbara rejoicing with family from around the globe as my aunt married the fine gentleman, augustin. it was a wonderful weekend, esp. all the footage jaz took of the grass... more to come, but first i've got to get to bed so i can catch my flight tomorrow AM back to seattle...

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

individuality



Source: By Bill Watterson via UComics.

golden arches = ?

McDonald's is retiring their golden arches in the UK for a "?" ... as part of a new health-focused campaign that will distribute pedometers and salads to the masses. The new tag-line, “McDonald’s. But not as you know it.” should really appeal to all their big mac eaters...

there's a new babe (or two) in town



Source: SF Gate Daily Photo's from the AP.



A little behind on the news, but it's exciting none the less: Hue Mei had twins! She's originally from the San Diego Zoo but is now caring for her babes at the Wolong Giant Panda Reservation Center in Sichuan, China. Last year's panda cam really showed how cool baby panda's can be. i was completely addicted as previous posting indicated.

Monday, October 11, 2004

open studio

i'm back in california for 10 days and the sunshine is wonderful.







Credit: Sidnea Damico



One of the highlights of a weekend spent in san francisco was traipsing around the Mission area with my friend Minnie and her mom. We shopped for shoes and visited open studios participating in the SF Open Studio weekend. It's always interesting to see the work of new emerging artists.



There were two artists that i really enjoyed -- Sidnea Damico (the artist of the painting above) and Rebecca Overmann. The work from Damica was exciting. She's a mixed-media painter who does some work with acrylics, collage and resin. The work that i really loved was a series of 5x5's titled Whimsey -- and that they were. They had a slight circus feel to them (cirque de soleil...) with flying figures and such. the beauty was really in the color and vibrancy of her pieces. She's working on a new series using the tops of plastic boxes that is also really interesting...i'll be curious to see how her work develops over time. I bought a necklace from rebecca - very simple but it updates the silver necklace i've been wearing for the last year while keeping me on my simple jewelry theme....



One thing that i did note is the importance of framing. I remember learning, when i studied art in Paris, that impressionist painters actually preferred simple frames or not to frame their work -- but that the Musee d'Orsay actually chose to frame their artwork in these huge overdone gilded frames - against the artist's wishes. Up until that point I had always believed that that was just the way you framed great art... but it isn't so. In actuallity the frame is an extension of the piece itself and bad framing or overzealous framing can be a distraction. Often times reproductions of the artists work will miss the importance of the framing. Which is why it is always so wonderful to see the actual art piece -- i remember the joy when i first saw Seurat's "Le Cirque" and found that the painting actually extended onto the frame itself. It added an element of rawness to the work that i really enjoyed. This weekend, there was a piece that we saw that was just a delight - but it was framed *horribly* - a frame that to me seemed to limit the possiblity of the painting itself. Although i loved the peice, the fact that it was so poorly framed by the artist herself made me wonder about the potential for the piece and the artist...

Sunday, October 3, 2004

the power of a home

ok, i'm going to admit it: this is the second time i've teared up watching extreme makeover home edition. dammit, this show is fabulous.



i have to say: i don't really watch the entire show... just the beginning when they describe why the family was picked and the end when they do the walkthru. it's all you really need - the middle section is pretty much the same every episode (people hammering, tearing things down and painting like crazy).



tonight's episode was about a dad who took in his 5 siblings when his mother was shot by a stray-gang-sent-bullet. Mind you he already had 4 children of his own -- bringing his total household occupancy to 11. Oh yeah, and he works for a non-profit. They actually tore down his house and built a new one from scratch. it was pretty incredible, but what put it over the top was the end when the dad said "[having this home will] make me a better man than i am" and this 35+ year old man was *crying* as he said this.



of course, i'm sure these homes aren't perfect. The kids might love living in dinosaur filled rooms when they are six, but i'm guessing the cool factor will dissapate by the time they reach 12... of course that happens in every household (as my sister well knows when she got moved into my strawberry shortcake wallpapered room once i tired of it....). but i think the idea of providing a comfortable place to live for families who have done extraordinary things is pretty cool.

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

i've moved to seattle





I'm off to the norah jones concert...but don't fret, there's more to come (including a recap of an amazing weekend in tennessee - go VOLS!). the above is a picture of the sound from my deck.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

hey goofy



Cards by: Laboratory5



my sister gave me the coolest card today with her kick-ass, uber-sentimental and just damn *HILLARIOUS* birthday present. The card is above. The crazy critter on the cover is made out of felt WITH grommet eyes! you know i loved it [1]. The inside of the card said: "hey goofy just a note to say i love you." awwww. I'm really going to miss being so close to my family.

my boys





For the last year, I've led semi-weeekly roundtable sessions at the East Palo Alto Charter School through my work with the Junior League. Spending time with the boys has been an amazing experience - I think i've learned as much from them as they from me. Today was my last session. We talked a lot about why I'm moving, tackling opportunities and facing diversity. I was impressed with all of them -- even with their constant chatter, it really showed how much they have grown in the last year. Of course, now they are 8th graders so they have the run of the school -- and we talked a bit about what that means and the responsibility that comes with it. We also recapped the year, and came up with these takeaways:

(1) Don't react / overeact. (brush your shoulders off)

(2) Take care of yourself.

(3) Be kind to each other.

(4) Focus on success. Livestrong.



All things I'll certainly take with me as i head into this next adventure. I'll miss my boys!

cold in california

i woke up last night at somewhere around 4:45 AM because i was too cold to sleep. Now, this could also be because my subconcious was awakened by a text message (you know who you are) i received at the same time, thus awakening a part of me that said "wake up! it's freaking cold!" So, I got up and shivered and then did the only thing that seemed to work: i put on a second pair of pajamas. I was already wearing my nice warm late summer PJs, but i decided the only way to get back to sleep would be to add on top my velour hoodie and pants. I was warm and toasty, and ready to go back to bed.



The thing is, when i sleep in the cold I have *weird* dreams. I think my entire life of the last two weeks ran through my head -- but through the view of a kaleidoscope with a host of new melded characters and, thankfully, a pretty good soundtrack. I woke up this morning a little stiff from sleeping in the fetal position of warmth and with "just a ride" by jem running through my head.



The lyrics are telling given that in the over the next week my entire life is going to flip:



It’s good for a change

You think you worked it out

Bang, right outta the blue

Something happens to you

To throw you off course

But then you



Break down

Yeah, you break down

Don’t you break down

Listen to me

Because



CHORUS:

It’s just a ride

It’s just a ride

No need to run, no need to hide

It’ll take you round and round

Sometimes you’re up sometimes you’re down

It’s just a ride

It’s just a ride

Don’t be scared, don’t hide your eyes

It may feel so real inside

But don’t forget it’s just a ride



(complete lyrics here)



I have the break down, break down lyric stuck in my head. thankfully, i'm not breaking down. yet.

Saturday, September 18, 2004

blogview: voter registration in afghanistan

A good friend of mine is deployed “somewhere” in Pakistan as an Operations Officer for the International Organization for Migration's Out-of-Country Voting Initiative for Afghanistan. She recently sent me an e-mail discussing her experience abroad and with her permission I’m sharing some of her insights.

*Please post comments so that she can read them, she's now being deployed in-field!*




What are you doing?

I’m working as a voter education officer for the United Nations/IOM Out of Country Registration and Voting Afghanistan. I create public information programs to encourage Afghan refugees to participate in the political process. Dream work!

(note: seriously this is so cool, she’s been active in this type of stuff since, well, we were scruffy teens!)



What’s day-to-day life like in Pakistan?

The security is pretty thick around here, armed guards day and night, shatter-proof glass, etc. We’re under surveillance by the Pakistani secret police and have good reason to believe the offices are bugged. I’ve heard its standard for an operation like this, so I don’t think there’s much to be worried about. We’re not supposed to walk around alone, but I shirked this rule after consulting the locals. Not being able to go out on your own for a walk or for a browse at the marketplace is no fun. I’m not taking any chances, but I think its harmless enough so long as you stick to areas where expatriates are welcome and observe the dress code and customs – I always wear the chador, a huge scarf that covers the hair, neck and upper body and the salwar kameez, which is a long tunic paired with wide trousers.



What do people think of Americans?

When asked where I am from, I respond, “Belgium.” To say you’re American is the social equivalent of telling someone upon first meeting them that they fornicate with their mother. After the initial shock, the response will range from talk about pop culture to marking a target on your body. Best not to take chances!



How would you describe Pakistan?

Pakistan is beautiful. Reminds me of California -- very hilly and rocky, green in parts, desert in others. Very dusty.



What are the people like? Have you visited any of the camps?

The Pakistani and Afghan people I've met are very kind and honest. I haven’t had much chance to venture out, but I did take a trip to the North West Frontier Province to a refugee camp by the Afghan boarder to observe the voter registration procedures. You can well imagine what the camp conditions were like. I went to the men’s camp first, but they didn’t take too kindly to my presence. I was first ignored, then was made a spectacle and sneered at. So I headed over to the women’s camp and was greeted formally and warily, but that’s also to be expected when a stranger descends upon you and is observing your every move. The kids were the saving grace, as they always are.



How is the voter registration process going?

The voter registration process is a difficult one when you’re working with a population that has uprooted from one place to the next. Most are illiterate and have no legal documents. Many did not know how old they were, or what year they left Afghanistan (to be eligible to vote, you must have left on or after the Soviet Occupation of 1979). We improvised by asking neutral questions to determine eligibility: “What kingdom was in power when you were born, or left

Afghanistan,” etc. Their answers told the history of the country these last thirty years -- the famines, the Soviet and American Occupations, the Taliban, the landmines, the lost children, the disappearances of loved-ones. Most wanted to return, while others were adamant they had no “home” to go back to. All hoped that Afghanistan would one day be a stronger and more peaceful nation than how they left it.



How are the Afghan people helping with registration?

The Afghan women who were registering voters were so proud to be given such an important task. However many feared for their safety should their elders believe they had something to do with the potential selection of the “wrong” candidate. Others were afraid to leave the registration cards and ballots at the poling facility and asked if they could take the boxes home to keep them safe.



What do people think about the election?

No one believes these elections are going to usher forth revolutionary change. But we all share the belief that it’s one crucial step along the way.

Friday, September 17, 2004

john john

so, i'm voting for kerry. but i'm not sure why...

honestly, it is largely because i'm sick of W. I was an early Dean supporter, and I've never been 100% won-over by Kerry. I just can't stand another four years of W. Things like letting the assault weapons ban "just expire" infuriate me. but they also exasperate me. When it comes to Kerry, I know i should support him. I often joke that I'm a "traveler for kerry" -- as Bush's one great success has been to make the rest of the world wary of American's, a sad state for a traveler who likes to explore. But yet, even so, I don't find myself drawn to Kerry. I think it is because, as Phillip James noted, Kerry's a rambler. He talks in long, drawn out sentences, and he is, at times, overly academic. It isn't engaging... and it makes it difficult to find the "point" in what he's saying. I think this is a huge problem for his campaign -- I should be a strong supporter yet I'm not even that excited about the specific candidate! I'm more excited about getting rid of W -- a sentiment that seems to be widespread.

Anyways, I did find this quote from a guardian article compelling - notably the quote is from John Edwards:

"Everywhere in America, families sit at the kitchen table and divide the bills into two piles: one says 'pay now' and the other says 'pay later'. You're worrying that this week's paycheck won't cover last week's doctor's bill. That it won't cover the mortgage and the college tuition bill."

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

more innovative philanthropy



Photo Credit: Smithsonian Magazine / Enrico Ferorelli 2004.



I just read an article in the Smithsonian Magazine called "New Leash on Life." The article profiles a program in New York -- Puppies Behind Bars (PBB) -- that places puppies in the care of inmates to train them to become seeing-eye dogs. It's a remarkable program -- and highly successful. Jean Coaxum, an inmate serving for second-degree murder and attempted robbery said," You get confidence, and you believe that you can do something good." I love these types of programs that instill confidence and work to assist individuals in seeing alternatives so that they can change their lives. I also like that prisoners provide freedom to the new, blind puppy owners -- seems like everyone involved is getting out of their own prisons.



If you don't have time to read the article, I highly recommend visiting the PBB website where they have a video that profiles the program and the individuals who participate.

Monday, September 13, 2004

what do you give a person who has nothing?

free voicemail. what an excellent concept. In the past, when i've worked with homeless populations one of the greatest problems for them is taking calls from employers. Without an address, you can't get a cellphone, and without a phone you can't get a message from an employer who may want to offer you a job. It's a problem for homeless shelters too as they don't typically have the infrastructure to support a multi-person phone system...and we all know what happens to messages on pieces of paper...but this idea - free and simple voicemail -- is one that is helping the homeless secure jobs. i love it!



Grameen bank has also started a project that gives beggers cellphones -- which they then use as "mobile phonebooths" charging for the service to local villagers wanting to make a phone call. Already they are seeing success as beggers earn money to get housing and create a successful mobile-phone-booth service.



i think these ideas are great -- because they are liberating and easy. i've always felt that true charity is one that not only gives something to an individual in need -- but provides respect in the process. But ulitmately, I've always felt that charity has to be liberating -- it should provide freedom as a component of the gift. Both of these programs embody these ideas. Paulo Freire would be proud.

trinkets & treasures



From left to right: Jess, Anna, the cindy sign, jb, vignetta, me, sean, chris, steve. circa 1993.



as part of my move to seattle i'm consolidating all the junk i own... it's not an easy process as i am quite the packrat... here are a few notes on things found:



above: picture of my friends from school (and today!)

tossed: jr. high / high school rolodex...did everyone have a rolodex in HS or was I the only neurotic one?

kept: kings quest I-IV guide/introduction books. these things were a serious part of my computer life!

found: blue glass bracelets from my 1987 trip to india.

donated: plastic french fry "fashion" earings. never worn and not sure what i was thinking...

treasured: panda bear pin from their 1984 visit to the SF zoo.

gifted: little caesar's "pizza pizza" guy - i know she'll thank me before she tosses him into the trash...

washed: now-vintage "freshjive" t-shirt

reading: my copy of the "APT" - the American Political Tradition...



Wednesday, September 8, 2004

we have nothing to fear, but fear itself



Photo Credit: Democratic Underground



I am sickened by this statement from dick cheney:

"It's absolutely essential that eight weeks from today, on Nov. 2, we make the right choice, because if we make the wrong choice then the danger is that we'll get hit again and we'll be hit in a way that will be devastating from the standpoint of the United States," (AP)



Complete FUD -- and exactly the type of BS that has characterized the bush administration. leading by fear is NOT leadership. The fact that he rolls out this statement at the same time that we cross the 1000 US casualty mark is just crass. (note: 865 soldiers have died since President Bush declared, "Mission Accomplished.")(1).



I’m not the leftist-liberal i used to be, but i will say this: voting for john kerry is the right thing to do for America.



if you have yet to register to vote, register NOW.



UPDATE: Reason #465 not to vote for bush: sovereignty.

Wednesday, September 1, 2004

black rock city



Photo Credit: Karen Riley



i'm off to burning man in a few hours, so i really need to get to bed! it will be my first time. i'm excited, and a bit anxious. dreading the long ride...but i've "iMixed" a bunch of CDs so the ride should at least *sound* good.

Saturday, August 28, 2004

i love kinko's!

i have been running around today preparing for burning man. it's been craziness - but i am totally loving it. i made signs for our camp the other day, and now i'm feeling crafty...sooo... i decided to create a reflective tent-cover in the hopes of keeping my tent cool... in order to make this tent i am piecing together silver-mylar emergency blankets -- which posed a problem. how can i keep the corners down and secure? my solution - add grommets to the corners so i can tie rope through the grommet and secure the tent. with this agenda in mind, i went about gathering grommet materials...and bought a home grommeting kit. oh my. grommeting is NOT easy work, in fact, it's really freaking painful to hand-punch a grommet. so...my step-dad brilliantly says, "you know, kinko's has a sign-making shop and they put grommets on their signs."....oh oh oh. so i called kinko's and asked if i could have grommets put onto my mylar sheets and they said yes! i just got back -- and the grommets are lovely. i am so happy.



on another note, i learned today that walmart sells live pet fish. ick. that store is utter craziness, i much prefer target.

i'm a teddy bear

i took the new "better relationship" quiz on jenny turpish slapped me (where i previously took the better personality quiz). I once again found the results to be interesting -- and telling. This time i came up as a XSIG - Expressive Sentimental Intellectual Giver which makes me a Teddy Bear. I particularly found these two statements to be true:

- It is *critically important* that you are able to respect your partner. The moment you lose respect for him/her, you lose everything.

- When you make friends, you make them for life -- you can go without speaking to a friend for years and pick up right where you left off. You are completely faithful, both physically and emotionally.



In my life, I've had a few relationships where I was absolutely passionate about the person, and then, something happens and I lose respect for the person -- somehow they fall from grace. As a result, I can no longer see them in the same light. In only one case has that person truly ever come back into my heart...i've been thinking about this attribute a lot lately, as I generally believe that deep relationships are about discovering not only a person's strengths, but their weaknesses and accepting -- and loving them -- regardless. hmmm.



Take the quiz.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

ugh, this is disturbing.

i've been reading reports (from BoingBoing and MetaFilter) about a girl in Iran who was executed due to "engaging in acts incompatible with chastity." the whole story makes me sick - the girl has been said to be mentally retarded, and she also lacked legal representation. what's worse is that the local news didn't cover the event -- so it is hard to know what really happened, and harder for people to react quickly -- although a number of bloggers have been covering the event providing ground coverage. Amnesty International has a press release expressing their outrage.



The thing that makes me frustrated is i feel helpless. there's nothing i can do here, and i'm although i'm bothered by this -- i sense in myself a feeling of resignment. this scares me even more. am i becoming tolerant of this type of injustice? i sure as hell hope not.

Sunday, August 22, 2004

firefly links

I've decided to create a blog just for posting links of interesting things i come across. i read a lot of webblogs and i've lately felt that my blog was on the road to getting just link posts (post with a link, minimal content) and i'd rather use my blog as a vehicle for more developed expression then one-liners. So, voila: Natala's Links - note the actual url is: fireflylinks.blogspot.com



There are a few links there already, including a link to the new Pantone Colostrology page -- where i discovered that my birthday color is Cactus (Pantone 18-0130) and i've been missing out on reaching my mood potential because i don't own anything in a cactusy color... perhaps this explains a few things.



Enjoy!

Friday, August 20, 2004

phoshizzle



Photo Credit: Pho King

Tip:
Boing Boing



I thought this picture was hilarious. sadly, internet rumor has it that it is just a photoshop dream. however, "what the pho" appears to be real.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

foofaraw

today's Dictionary.com word of the day is fun to say:



foofaraw \FOO-fuh-raw\, noun:

1. Excessive or flashy ornamentation or decoration.

2. A fuss over a matter of little importance



After working in the news business for a number of years, I've become a bit cynical about mass-media coverage of events like the Y2K foofaraw.

--Roy Clancy, "Ready for Y2K...," Calgary Sun, December 15, 1999



life is sometimes all flummery and foofaraw, baby, and don't ya forget it.



Monday, August 16, 2004

shocking i know...

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Sunday, August 15, 2004

not sleeping so well

so, i'm under a lot of stress in my life these days trying to figure out some "big life things" at work. the result has been that my body is tense and my sleep is pretty crappy. On top of this, I've had a lot of random dreams when i do sleep....the dreams are chaotic, especially post the attack. Perhaps as a result of all this dreaming, i'm not sleeping in very long bits. I went to bed last night fairly early (i think sometime around 11, which is early for me)... Well, now it is 4 am and I can't sleep. I think i've only been able to sleep for 5 hours straight for the last few weeks. i'm hoping that when all of this stuff with work gets figured out that my sleep patterns will return to normal. The one benefit of weird sleep patterns is that when it is 4 am here, it is noon in London. My good friend Kyle just moved to london and we've been able to have some good, reflective 2 am to 6 am conversations...

Saturday, August 14, 2004

silly jokes and surfing



Photo Credit: Bolinas Surf Lessons & 2 Mile Surf Shop



Today, and it isn't even over, has been amazingly wonderful. I woke up way to early this morning, and on a whim, decided to accompany my friend Minnie on her surfing adventure in Balinas. I originally planned to just come and observe, i wasn't so sure about the whole getting wet thing...but in the end i decided to surf. it was AMAZING. true fun is had in the water on the board seeking the next wave. Add to this new wonder great, silly friends and the day can be nothing but golden sunshine even when it is overcast. After spending the morning out in the waves (well, er, they were little learner waves) we headed out for a much needed lunch of oysters, beer and lots more amusement. A highlight of the day was the joke below - crafted by laura. I thought this 5-part joke series was just hilarious.



You need to read this out loud.



Part I:

So there's a boy mushroom and a girl mushroom...and the boy mushroom asks the girl mushroom to the dance on friday. She says no. and he said, why not? i'm a fungi.



Part II:

So the boy mushroom asks the girl mushroom out again the next week, and this time she says "yes." Then, he asks her out the next week and she says "no." He asks her out again and she says "yes." The next time he asks her out she says "no." And then, finally, he's had enough and he tells her, "I've had enough of your spore-ratic behaviour. "



Part IV:

So the girl mushroom thinks she wants to give this boy mushroom a chance afterall. So she says to him, "I think i've taken a lichen to you."



Part IV:

So the girl mushroom decides to ask the boy mushroom out on a date. She asks him out to the movies... and he says, "mildew."



Part V:

So they're at the movies, and the boy mushroom's not being a nice mushroom. He's throwing popcorn and just being wily. The girl mushroom doesn't like it and tells him so. He says to her, "maybe you'll appreciate me when your mold-er."



hahhaahhahahahahahah.

(Credit goes to Laura.)

Friday, August 6, 2004

exploring the deep sea



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i am often puzzled by the fact that we know more about space then we do about the deep sea. Obviously space is the greatest unknown frontier -- it is just an immense area of the unknown and there's the whole possibility of *aliens.* Yet, the deep sea holds a world that we know relatively little about -- we've been to the moon, and now mars and now traveling around Saturn.. but we haven't even been to the bottom of the ocean! Earth's oceans, which cover three-fourths of the planet, harbor most of its life - i'd like to get to know that life. I really wish we would focus significantly more resources on this type of exploration. I was pleased to see an article from Wired today discussing the Census of Marine Life project -- a $1 Billion, 10 year exploration of the deep sea. They've discovered some interesting, never before seen creatures that are delightful -- and creepy. Even so, this $1B budget pales in comparison to the US's spending of $86B on space exploration.